Pregnancy Update.

I first would like to say "Thank you" to everyone who was praying for me. I am sad to share that I am no longer pregnant. I miscarried early on and had an ultrasound reveal no lingering remnants. Another precious little one is waiting me in Glory. My heart is saddened, yet my spirit is up lifted. I know that God's plans are Supreme and have a reason and purpose. I have yet to find out exactly what those are. In the meantime I am not going to lose heart or Faith. I am going to keep on trusting in my Lord and whatever plans he has for me.

I have been told recently by several people who are concerned for me, to "take a break" and let my "body heal". I know that these are words meant to comfort and help me look at how my body may not be able at the moment to keep on doing what it is doing. I know it sounds bad having two miscarriages in 4 or 5 months time, but it's not like I intended it to happen or even planned it. They just happen. God allows miscarriages to just happen. It's his plan and he allows them.

I believe God could spare us the grief of not having to endure these moments of sadness. Instead though he allows them to happen to teach or show us something about HIM. I have learned to not listen to the council of those who are not advising using the Word or Bible. It is so easy for even Christians to allow the World to influence our advice or our decisions. If we allow our good christian council to be corrupted by the world what does that say of our Faith. I know that the easy way would be to listen and let my body have break. My spirit says otherwise.

I have decided to allow God to be in control. To fully and completely trust in God. I have also decided to take my mind off of possibly having another baby and giving my concerns and desires over to the Lord. I want to allow my focus to be where God wants it to be. I am going to enjoy the 6 blessings God has given me while I wait and see if he decides to bless me with more. After all God can close and open the womb.

I am going to let God have control, and let God be God! After all there is no other God like Him.

I do appreciate all of your prayers and thoughts of concern. I am deeply blessed to have such wonderful friends and sister's in the Lord.