Sometimes it is so difficult to understand why or how or what reasons God has for allowing challenges to occur in our lives. It is the human mind that questions reasons we could not even possibly comprehend. I am so glad I do not have the burden of making those decisions for everyone in the world.
Trying to understand the trials and struggles we face can sometimes only lead to more questions. That is unless we look at those trials and struggles the way the Bible shows us.
In James (one of my favorite books in the Bible), it says;
James 1:2-4
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
There is a miracle that Jesus performs b/c of the disciples inquiry. There was a man who was blind from birth. The disciples asked Jesus for what reason was he born that way or basically "who sinned" him or his parents. Jesus answered them "No one has sinned" but rather he was born blind so that the power of God may be manifested in and through him.
I believe this is an answer many of us can accept. God allows many trials to happen to us or in our lives and it is b/c he wants the Glory. We need to put our focus off of our trials and onto him. I know how hard that is and in the midst of all the questions I can still trust in what he has planned for me.
A week ago I was having some painful contractions which lead to my son's early birth/ miscarriage. I had called my dh home from work so he could be with me and I could lean on him. Before he arrived home I found myself in the bathroom realizing that this was going to happen God's way. I knew at that moment whatever happened, I was not going to falter in my faith. I told God that "He is my God and will always be my God". No wavering. Though I may not know where this path leads, I can trust in my Shepherd who will guide the way.
Putting our trust completely in him, means we have to accept we are not in control. Just like that old hymm "Trust and Obey" ; "Trust and Obey for there is NO other way to be happy in Jesus, then to Trust and Obey. Can I be happy in trusting God in everything and in every detail of my life, Yes!
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Friday, January 23, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Comfort in the Healing Process.
Yesterday January 21, was a tough day emotionally. I seemed to have more moments of sadness. More tears falling in disappointment. I felt very overwhelmed with my emotions. Yet in the same day I was comforted the most since all this has happened.
Unknowingly an arrangement of flowers arrived and my husband notified me of their presence when he arrived home from work. I looked at the card and just could not contain the tears as they fell from my eyes. Some friends of ours had experienced a similar miscarriage 4 months before us. They were the thoughtful and concerned givers. My heart was so touched by their compassion that I just felt overwhelmed with love and concern.
Also in the same day some other friends who live 35-40 miles away came to town and brought over dinner, a little heartfelt and heartwarming gift and card. Not even aware of their intentions except for visiting. What a blessing it was to see the love and compassion from these dear friends.
It is hard to deal with disappointment. Even harder to feel completely and utterly alone. I am so thankful b/c I have loving christian brothers and sisters who are making my disappointment easier to handle. I am also even more thankful for my dear husband who has been so loving and understanding. He has tried to encourage me with helpful words and thoughts; thoughts that are made to make me smile.
Tonight was no different. My 5 yr old son was going potty after bible time and when everyone else was already asleep. He began having a conversation while in the bathroom. (Before he went to the potty, He overheard me sitting in a chair in his room, crying and praying to God.) He seemed to be really sharing his heart to God. I heard the last phrase or so and asked him what he was saying to God. I was so astounded about his answer. " I was praying to God to give us more babies. I want 4 more brothers and sisters." I asked him if he was sad about little Ezekiel Moses dieing. He said "Yes". I said "that is okay God will help us heal I said." I then took the time to pray with him and encourage him to Trust and believe God. I told him nothing was impossible with God.
I am so thankful to God for seeing me through this difficult time and for giving me our son Othniel. He has been a blessing and has facilitated the healing that God started even. My heart is mending b/c little Othniel has joy and hope and peace in his life. Trying to find the joy and peace in everything. Even and especially in the simple things.
There is a phrase that says, "Joy comes in the morning". I think however it can be thought of that "Joy can come in the mourning." Looking for positive uplifting things can help the mourning process be less bitter and more of a blessing.
I know that God does not promise us a life with out trials or struggles. However he does promise us that HE will not leave us during those times. He is constant and ever present even and especially when we are suffering a disappointment or loss.
I am Thankful for a God that never lets go. I am also Thankful to MY God who has plans for me that I can not see but knows that they are better plans for me than the ones I have for myself. One of my favorite verses is:
Jeremiah 29 :11 For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord; plans for welfare not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.
I know it seems hard to Praise God in the midst of the storm, but the storm does pass and then comes the Rainbow. I am waiting for the Rainbow.
Unknowingly an arrangement of flowers arrived and my husband notified me of their presence when he arrived home from work. I looked at the card and just could not contain the tears as they fell from my eyes. Some friends of ours had experienced a similar miscarriage 4 months before us. They were the thoughtful and concerned givers. My heart was so touched by their compassion that I just felt overwhelmed with love and concern.
Also in the same day some other friends who live 35-40 miles away came to town and brought over dinner, a little heartfelt and heartwarming gift and card. Not even aware of their intentions except for visiting. What a blessing it was to see the love and compassion from these dear friends.
It is hard to deal with disappointment. Even harder to feel completely and utterly alone. I am so thankful b/c I have loving christian brothers and sisters who are making my disappointment easier to handle. I am also even more thankful for my dear husband who has been so loving and understanding. He has tried to encourage me with helpful words and thoughts; thoughts that are made to make me smile.
Tonight was no different. My 5 yr old son was going potty after bible time and when everyone else was already asleep. He began having a conversation while in the bathroom. (Before he went to the potty, He overheard me sitting in a chair in his room, crying and praying to God.) He seemed to be really sharing his heart to God. I heard the last phrase or so and asked him what he was saying to God. I was so astounded about his answer. " I was praying to God to give us more babies. I want 4 more brothers and sisters." I asked him if he was sad about little Ezekiel Moses dieing. He said "Yes". I said "that is okay God will help us heal I said." I then took the time to pray with him and encourage him to Trust and believe God. I told him nothing was impossible with God.
I am so thankful to God for seeing me through this difficult time and for giving me our son Othniel. He has been a blessing and has facilitated the healing that God started even. My heart is mending b/c little Othniel has joy and hope and peace in his life. Trying to find the joy and peace in everything. Even and especially in the simple things.
There is a phrase that says, "Joy comes in the morning". I think however it can be thought of that "Joy can come in the mourning." Looking for positive uplifting things can help the mourning process be less bitter and more of a blessing.
I know that God does not promise us a life with out trials or struggles. However he does promise us that HE will not leave us during those times. He is constant and ever present even and especially when we are suffering a disappointment or loss.
I am Thankful for a God that never lets go. I am also Thankful to MY God who has plans for me that I can not see but knows that they are better plans for me than the ones I have for myself. One of my favorite verses is:
Jeremiah 29 :11 For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord; plans for welfare not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.
I know it seems hard to Praise God in the midst of the storm, but the storm does pass and then comes the Rainbow. I am waiting for the Rainbow.
Friday, May 2, 2008
God's Amazing Grace.
It is so wonderful to see God's truths revealed in our children. A while back my children were taught and learned that God NEVER makes mistakes. I feel so blessed to see my children learning and remembering the truths that we are teaching them daily about God. I know that those truths we teach them will be what they use to shape their lives. I am so glad that I have his Word to use to supply them with the tools and truths that they will need to serve and please Him.
I am so thankful to the Lord for his unconditional forgiveness. I know that even as a parent, I still make mistakes. I find comfort in knowing our parent God doesn't. We can trust and rely on his wisdom and guidance. The peace and joy that fills my heart and mind knowing how Great a God we serve. It is so comforting to see how God loves us and shows us his trust by blessing our homes with children to teach and instruct into his Way.
I read from Acts 10 today to my children. It was about Cornelius and Peter. Also how God does not show favoritism. How God wants us to live by his word and share it with those who are interested, without hesitation b/c of what we may think about them. God may have placed us in the situation we are in to serve the right purpose, His purpose. I believe God causes situations and circumstances to rise up for us to participate in his will and purpose. After all, that is why we have been created and chosen to serve God and his will just as Jesus did. Exactly why God has blessed us with children to teach and instruct them to serve him and be steadfast in obeying him and his word.
34. And opening his mouth, Peter said:
"I most certainly understand now that God is not one to show partiality,
35. but in every nation the man who fears Him and does what is right, is welcome to Him.
36. "The word which He sent to the sons of Israel, preaching peace through Jesus Christ (He is Lord of all)
Here is one verse I am going to add to my memorization list. Quite similar to Romans 10:9-10, but easier to remember. I even think my children could learn it.
I just love putting God's word in my mind and heart. It is like a spiritual first aid kit, when we need repair we use his word to heal the wounded areas in us.
43. "Of Him all the prophets bear witness that through His name everyone who believes in Him receives forgiveness of sins."
This is the start of a new month and new habits and routine, so quite possibly a new me! Praise the Lord for second chances and the opportunity to be able to change and become more like him and how He wants us to live. God's Grace amazes me. I see everyday and frequently more so how much Grace he showers on each of us. I am blessed and in awe to be at the receiving end of so much Grace. Thank you Lord for your unconditional love, forgiveness and grace.
I am so thankful to the Lord for his unconditional forgiveness. I know that even as a parent, I still make mistakes. I find comfort in knowing our parent God doesn't. We can trust and rely on his wisdom and guidance. The peace and joy that fills my heart and mind knowing how Great a God we serve. It is so comforting to see how God loves us and shows us his trust by blessing our homes with children to teach and instruct into his Way.
I read from Acts 10 today to my children. It was about Cornelius and Peter. Also how God does not show favoritism. How God wants us to live by his word and share it with those who are interested, without hesitation b/c of what we may think about them. God may have placed us in the situation we are in to serve the right purpose, His purpose. I believe God causes situations and circumstances to rise up for us to participate in his will and purpose. After all, that is why we have been created and chosen to serve God and his will just as Jesus did. Exactly why God has blessed us with children to teach and instruct them to serve him and be steadfast in obeying him and his word.
34. And opening his mouth, Peter said:
"I most certainly understand now that God is not one to show partiality,
35. but in every nation the man who fears Him and does what is right, is welcome to Him.
36. "The word which He sent to the sons of Israel, preaching peace through Jesus Christ (He is Lord of all)
Here is one verse I am going to add to my memorization list. Quite similar to Romans 10:9-10, but easier to remember. I even think my children could learn it.
I just love putting God's word in my mind and heart. It is like a spiritual first aid kit, when we need repair we use his word to heal the wounded areas in us.
43. "Of Him all the prophets bear witness that through His name everyone who believes in Him receives forgiveness of sins."
This is the start of a new month and new habits and routine, so quite possibly a new me! Praise the Lord for second chances and the opportunity to be able to change and become more like him and how He wants us to live. God's Grace amazes me. I see everyday and frequently more so how much Grace he showers on each of us. I am blessed and in awe to be at the receiving end of so much Grace. Thank you Lord for your unconditional love, forgiveness and grace.
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